Ive never felt my heart sink this low in such a long time. It seems all I do is cry. Will this pain ever go away?
— (via misbeliefs)
I wish I had someone to talk to. I’m so confused about how I feel right now. It is the worst feeling in the world when you finally realise everything you’ve been fighting not to feel comes to surface. And those feelings have come out now, there’s no locking them back up. Now its all I can think about. And I cant get rid of this horrible chocking feeling. All I want to do is cry away my emotions. But I guess it doesn’t work like that. I’m going to have to face them head on. Which is the scariest part, after admitting it to myself. I wish I could save me from myself